Journey to My Life’s Purpose – June Update

Posted on June 2, 2014 by

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kitchenby Peggi Ingram, RN BSN

We have finished the final touches on the remodeling. My kitchen and living room are now one huge open space and I am loving it.  I didn’t realize how much the construction was consuming me until now that I don’t have that to focus on for 8+ hours a day.  For someone like me who has run large projects, been extremely time oriented to ‘get it all done’ and now be open to a lot of time and no scheduling – this had some great discomfort for me.   

There was part of me that loved not having the workers here and another part thinking – what am I going to do?  What ‘should’ I be doing?  I have come to realize that I ‘should’ be doing NOTHING. I have spent much time in meditation, yoga classes, reading, journaling and frankly found I have been extremely tired.  This ‘extra’ time has allowed me to rest.  What a concept!  My body, mind and spirit has needed this time.  

While in the beginning of the month, I was in quite some discomfort with ‘nothing’ to do, I have come into the end of the month loving the peace, quiet and lack of schedule.   This is definitely new to me.  I have allowed whatever to come up to be what IS and be at peace with this. No thoughts or judgment to outcome or focus on anything but rest.

I have had contact from a couple of new clients as well as a returning client.  I am extremely grateful for the gradual shifting that has opened up new opportunities so that I can also still tend to what is most important; Healing and filling up my reserve tank that had been running extremely low for some time.  Life is extremely good and I am looking forward to warmer weather and continued growth within me as well as my business.